LIFE?

Life is ok today. Not that sucking. Isn't she the one who said I am guo fen? It was after she said I am guo fen then I am angry. I can't be angry just for that stupid reason. If I don't care about her, then why would I bother to listen to her grumble? I don't even know what is wrong how would I know if it is my fault? There are so many things in my life, how could I always be there for her and she is not the only thing in my life. Lets not talk about her, she spoils my day.

HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!

Celebration is funny and the male teachers all acted very gay! Today stayed back with Fang to do homework and accompanied ShareLer to watch the celebration. The morning one is funnier than the afternoon one. Mr L acted grumpy in 'snow in black and the seven dwarfs'. And Ivan is the only one that greeted him 'Mr Grumpy':] He gave us sweet. But after recess, people started having stomach ache. MingZhen even went home. Then people were like 'Mr L had poisoned the sweets':] Ms L gave us a balloon filled with flour for us to vent out our anger, a pencil and a high lighter for PSLE. Teachers LOVE to give us high lighter. I already have 4 in pencil box! HuiEn skipped math supp and went home without her bag:@

HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL!

I think lots of people will come for the lantern festival. Wish you all have a great time. But please don't burn too many candles:] Global warming is very serious nowadays:] MingWei is still teasing me. Why can't he just stop it? Fang says he MAY like me which is totally IMPOSSIBLE:]

FANG

Don't be so mean to XinMin. She is quite nice and it is not totally her fault that she keeps on hanging around with us. Is just that someone keep on holding her hand going around, she have no choice but to obey. She don't want to be a SUPERGLUE, She is force to be one. no one can be so hou lian pi after you said that so direct to her:]

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I can still live without her. I still have other friends and 3 brothers (not including the real ones). I really wish she and I can still be friends but on the other hand, I really can't stand it and wish that she could leave my life. I really don't know what to do.

I don't understand what is wrong in making enemies. What is wrong with that? What is wrong in kicking guys? It is my life, you have no rights to control me! You think you are great, but let me tell you, YOU ARE NOT. You have become very bitchy after knowing someone. You are picking on the bad things about me but did you reflect on yourself? You have lots of problems too. If you won't change, why should I change just because you asked me to? You think I want to quarrel with you? It is tiring and it is you who started it, you know?

You think I don't want to talk to you? WRONG! There are so many things I don't and can't know! So what is the point talking to you when there is nothing to talk about? I didn't throw the letters away. Get your facts right before you 'scold' me. BITCH. How would I know that you bought something just for the letters when you didn't even tell me? You are weirder as the days go by. And it is not my fault that my social circles are make up of more guys than girls. Of course I get along with guys better. I bet you think I make it up.

I admit. sometimes I lied that I know stuffs but sometimes I really know. I AM NOT AS STUPID AS YOU THINK, AND YOU ARE NOT AS CLEVER AS YOU THINK YOU ARE! I have been telling you my secrets which make me thinks that I am an idiot. I bet you NEVER put what I say in your heart, just thinking I am talk crap again. I have been enduring this since last year. I can't stand it anymore. You say I am always too over with the things I do, and you know what? You are even more over than me. I play with my 'enemies' while you slap yours.

Faking a smile is so hard everyday, especially to you. I am sick of you always acting so childish and idiot and suddenly acting so mature. It is sickening and I have to face it everyday. You say I always scold people but do you know you always scold people without a good reason? YOU ARE SO SICKENING! Hating someone is not easy but you force me into it. I kick people with reason but when you feel like hitting people, you just hit. If we hit very hard, do you know that you also hit very hard?