I don't understand what is wrong in making enemies. What is wrong with that? What is wrong in kicking guys? It is my life, you have no rights to control me! You think you are great, but let me tell you, YOU ARE NOT. You have become very bitchy after knowing someone. You are picking on the bad things about me but did you reflect on yourself? You have lots of problems too. If you won't change, why should I change just because you asked me to? You think I want to quarrel with you? It is tiring and it is you who started it, you know?
You think I don't want to talk to you? WRONG! There are so many things I don't and can't know! So what is the point talking to you when there is nothing to talk about? I didn't throw the letters away. Get your facts right before you 'scold' me. BITCH. How would I know that you bought something just for the letters when you didn't even tell me? You are weirder as the days go by. And it is not my fault that my social circles are make up of more guys than girls. Of course I get along with guys better. I bet you think I make it up.
I admit. sometimes I lied that I know stuffs but sometimes I really know. I AM NOT AS STUPID AS YOU THINK, AND YOU ARE NOT AS CLEVER AS YOU THINK YOU ARE! I have been telling you my secrets which make me thinks that I am an idiot. I bet you NEVER put what I say in your heart, just thinking I am talk crap again. I have been enduring this since last year. I can't stand it anymore. You say I am always too over with the things I do, and you know what? You are even more over than me. I play with my 'enemies' while you slap yours.
Faking a smile is so hard everyday, especially to you. I am sick of you always acting so childish and idiot and suddenly acting so mature. It is sickening and I have to face it everyday. You say I always scold people but do you know you always scold people without a good reason? YOU ARE SO SICKENING! Hating someone is not easy but you force me into it. I kick people with reason but when you feel like hitting people, you just hit. If we hit very hard, do you know that you also hit very hard?
